I don't even know what to write.

It's just so.. I dunno.. Bittersweet? Maybe...

Lately, I have been looking for more of what's less than or equal.
I seem to have been missing on that a lot ever since I left my old work.
And a lot has changed too, perhaps both quick and harsh at the same time.
And just when I thought that I could, maybe just barely, get through
this, things will change once more.

The magic, less than or equal, will be no more. No longer will I be able
to take refuge in that pure and powerful ki that it emits. Just like
a powerful cosmic wind that sweeps through the galaxies shaking the very core
of unshielded planets and the moons that gets in it's way, it, less that or equal,
shakes my very heart to get rid of it's burden and, for a few hours or so, become
less than or equal.

This shall be the final chapter, not of my life, but a season in my life where
there is still some magic waiting to be drawn. This will be the chapter where my last
chance to bask in the radiance of less than or equal. And probably the last
chance to say thank you for sweeping and shaking me down to my core. It allows
me, even for a short moment, breathe. Breathe as if I have no problems, breathe like
I was back in the days where the air has a faint scent of fresh leaves, breathe as
if I am finally less than or equal.